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.When he climbed the trail to the top of the bluff and hid in the brush nearby, his gaze turned toward the group of cat figures there.Among them he spotted a familiar mottled red-brown and orange coat.Thistle’s head was down.She was eating.They were sharing food with her! How.?Thakur stayed hidden downwind from the group, not wanting to interfere.He stared at the scene, filled with amazement.Somehow Thistle had done what he could not.The other clan had accepted her.An injured young male lay near her.From the look of his wound, he had been gored by a face-tail.Had she been tending him?Yet something odd was happening in the group.Everyone was sitting, staring at nothing.Even Thistle.Thakur crept closer, intensely curious.Things were changing.Thistle looked frightened.Arrr! She was starting to jump around in circles on three legs, the way she did when she went into one of her fits.Not now, Thistle! he wanted to yowl.He knew it would be useless.She couldn’t control what was happening.Fearing that the others would attack, he tensed, ready to rush in and defend her.They didn’t, although some backed away from her, looking puzzled.As Thistle broke into a panicked run, they moved aside for her.Silently Thakur stole through the brush and the high grass, trying to guess where her crazy zigzag path would take her.At last he was far enough away from the hunters so that he didn’t worry about being scented or seen.He bounded toward Thistle and intercepted her.She staggered, fell on her side, and began to thrash.Eyes wide open, but blank, she struggled, trying to speak.“Wanted to help.but couldn’t.ran inside.to hear.song for healing.Why.does he hear it when I can’t.”“Thistle, don’t try,” Thakur said.“He.knows how much.it hurts.Didn’t want to run from them.Afraid, couldn’t help.Will hate me.Dreambiter.” She shook violently.Thakur lay down alongside Thistle, draping his paws and tail over her.The warmth and the weight seemed to help, for she closed her eyes and her limbs became still.He thought that she would fall into a deep sleep, but instead she spoke again.“I could have reached them,” she hissed, her voice raw.“If I hadn’t let.the badness.have me.”“You can go back,” Thakur said, trying to soothe her.“You can try again, Thistle.”“No.They saw the badness.Afraid of me now.Jumped around, clawed somebody.hurt them.No trust.anymore.”“You didn’t hurt anyone.There is nothing to be ashamed of,” Thakur soothed.“Should fight the badness, not run.away.” Thistle’s voice slowed and slid as exhaustion took her.Thakur could feel the wiry little body go limp beneath him.Gently he pulled his paws out from around her.She would feel nothing for a while.Why is it so hard for her? he asked silently, and found himself hackling, as if there were a flesh-and-blood enemy that he could fight for her sake.He sighed, made his fur lie flat, and licked Thistle’s check.He had to think what to do next.She had managed to reach the hunters and get accepted.But she had ruined that tentative bond, or so she thought.What would happen if and when she tried again? The answer lies with that wounded young male.She was caring for him.Perhaps they will allow her back.He grimaced.There were too many questions, uncertainties, fears.Besides, Ratha and Bira were coming, and he had no idea how to explain what had happened.He decided that he wasn’t even going to try.* * *“Come with me.Please,” Thistle said to Thakur above the soft crackle of the fire.It was afternoon, but Ratha had Bira light one just in case the hunters had followed.Thakur tried to quiet Thistle.He was attempting to listen to Ratha, who was talking to Bira and Khushi about how they might capture a young face-tail.It was hard, because he was sitting away from them in order to tend Thistle.Ratha had been helping him while Thistle was still groggy, but when her eyes and mind cleared, Ratha had retreated to the other side of the fire.He turned back to Thistle when she tried to get up and wobbled.“Face-tail hunters.Need to.”“You’ve done all you can,” Thakur said, trying to soothe her.“No.Need to show you something.Important.”All his cajoling could not make her lie down again.With a sigh, he told the others that he and Thistle were going for a short walk and would soon be back.Her eyes seemed to light from inside, as if they were seawater with the sun pouring through.Despite her shakiness, she bounded ahead.Thakur had to trot to catch up.“What do you need to show me?” he asked, drawing abreast of her.“Can’t say.Can only see.”She led him to a place where they could observe the face-tail hunters without being sighted or smelled.“Watch,” she said, once they were settled.“What am I looking for?” he asked mildly.“Remember what Bira said—about hunters not caring for each other?” Thistle turned her head, her eyes large with excitement.“The wounded one.I helped him.There he is.Watch others near him.”Puzzled, he did as she asked.The wounded male still lay alone, although he seemed to be better.The others went about their business, evidently ignoring him.“Help him,” said Thistle under her breath, as if she were speaking to them.“Thistle, I don’t think they will.”“Did before.Was there.”“Yes, but things were different because you were there.They might have copied you.And maybe he doesn’t need help any longer.”“Have to help him,” said Thistle, her voice intense.“To show you.”Thakur allowed himself one tail-twitch of annoyance and then relaxed.It would do no good to say that the hunters didn’t know that he and Thistle were there and so would not do anything to “show” their observers.He was starting to announce that it was about time to return to the others when Thistle went stiff.“Look,” she hissed.“Look now.”The wounded male was no longer alone.A party of the hunters surrounded him.Two were grooming him while several others were bringing meat from the face-tail carcass and melons from the patch that grew nearby.Thakur watched carefully to be sure that he wasn’t seeing what he wanted to see.But it was hard to mistake the intent of those who were nursing their injured clan mate.They cared.They understood pain and answered with compassion.“Didn’t learn it from me,” Thistle said in a low voice.“You are right, Thistle,” Thakur said, feeling excitement growing in him.“That big one.Gray with white belly.Coming toward them.Think he is True-of-voice.”Thakur studied the distant shape.It was definitely male, huge and heavy-shouldered, with a ruff.Deep gold eyes stared out of a wide gray face streaked with black.“Why do you think he is True-of-voice?” he asked Thistle softly.“Song said he was.Before, when I heard it.Hard to explain, Thakur.”If the figure was not True-of-voice, he was some sort of leader, for everyone drew aside and crouched out of his way.Was it because they feared him?Thakur remembered the tyrant, Shongshar, who had forced Ratha out of the clan and then ruled it heartlessly.Ratha had had to kill him to free the Named and win back her leadership.Was this True-of-voice another of the same breed?Perhaps.But the hunters also seemed to need him.At their call, he came and touched noses with each of them.Each one stretched his or her neck forward eagerly, as if the brief nose-touch was a food more nourishing than meat or a drink more thirst-quenching than water.Thakur thought that the gray-and-white leader would approach the wounded male and groom him, but instead he sat down close by [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]