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.Don’t you think it’s time for us to sit and talk?”She smiled, coming closer to me.She ran one palm through my hair and down my cheek, watching me thoughtfully.“Why don’t we leave everything as it is now?”“Because it is not what I want.And I’m sure that you don’t like it either.”“I’m a big girl, Oliver.I know that miracles don’t happen.”“Isn’t Dom’s and Scar’s marriage a miracle?”She smiled.“Yeah, but our case is different.”“How?”“They are crazy about each other.”“I’m crazy about you.”“It’s not enough.They love each other.”“And I love you.”She seemed to be taken aback for a moment.“But you still left.”She turned around and went out of the kitchen, I followed her.“I left because I thought you didn’t care about me!”We went to her room, she took off her earrings and bracelet off and put them into a jewelry box.“Why didn’t you tell me about your feelings before?”“Would it have changed anything?”“Maybe it would have.”I caught her by the hand before she could disappear behind the bathroom door.“What about you, Jill? Have you ever felt anything for me?”“Uh, please, Oliver… Wasn’t it obvious?”“Not really.”She looked into my eyes, my heart was beating fast in my chest.I knew that this was a turning point for everything, our last chance to come to an understanding or completely destroy our final hope for a future together.“I always loved you,” she said quietly, a few tears ran down her cheeks.“You built me up and broke me in just a few days.I didn’t know what to do.”“Why did you let me go?”“Because I had a dream and I needed to follow it.I also knew that you had a dream too, and I couldn’t take it away from you by making you stay here for me.”“My goodness, did you really think that by telling me about your feelings you would ruin my future?”“Things were so messed-up between us.I didn’t want to add any more problems to the rapidly growing list.”I laughed humourlessly.“Do you even realize that we have lost two months of our love, just because we couldn’t talk like this earlier, just because we couldn’t be honest with each other before?” I cupped her face in my palms and pulled her lips to mine.They were a little salty from her tears, but for me, they still tasted like heaven.“I won’t let you go, ever,” I said in between my kisses.“Oliver, wait.” She pushed me away slightly, breathing heavily.“We can’t.We shouldn’t.”“Do you really think I can leave now, after you said that you always loved me? You should have thought twice before saying that, Sweetie.” And then, my lips were back on hers, and I was kissing her again, devouring every second of the kiss that I had been dying to get for weeks.My mouth moved over her chin, down her jaw; my palms slid down her back and stopped at the zipper of her dress pulling it down.“Take it off,” I said, taking a step back.I knew she wouldn’t try to run away or anything, as well as I knew that one kiss was all I needed to realize that there was no way I would leave this room without showing her how much I loved and needed her first.Wordlessly, she pushed the dress down, still watching me intently.I felt my heart pounding rapidly inside me.Stepping out of the dress, she took a step closer, and took my tux off, dropping it to the floor; my tie followed it.Then she unbuttoned my shirt, so damn slowly, as if she were trying my patience.I put my hands on her hips and pulled her closer.“Impatient as always.” She smiled slightly; her fingernails scratched my shoulders and back, then she finally slid my shirt off of my shoulders, running her hands down my arms.“It’s all your fault,” I said, gesturing to my cock, which at the moment was rock hard, and ready for what she was about to offer.“Sounds like a warning.”“I haven’t been with a woman for weeks, so yes, it is a warning.”“Not sure if I can handle that much of you.”“Oh, I’m sure you can.”She stepped away just enough to slide her hands down my boxers, pushing them down my hips and then wrapped her warm, soft fingers around my shaft.In mere seconds, I was lost, feeling the fever rising in my blood that was running rapidly through my veins, filling every inch of me with desire that I couldn’t and didn’t want to suppress any longer, I had pushed it away long enough.“It’s been such a long time since you have done that to me,” I whispered, watching her hungrily.“Did you miss this?” She asked, sliding her palms up my chest, lightly scratching me the whole way up, and then she wrapped her hands firmly around my neck.In the blink of an eye, she turned into the Jillian I knew, the Jillian I loved, wild and so fucking desirable.“Oh, yes, I did.I missed everything about you, including this.”Her tongue slipped out of her mouth, licking her lower lip.God, did she have any idea of how sexy she looked? I had seen a lot of sexy woman, some of them used lingerie as their secret weapon, others simply didn’t know any limits when it came to sex games.But Jillian… She didn’t need any lingerie or games to drive me crazy; all she had to do was be herself and I completely fell apart.I lost my mind whenever she was anywhere near me, all she had to do was look at me just like she was right then, just touch me, how she was now.It was more than enough to turn me into one stupid puppy ready to lick her palms for playing with me.I closed my eyes, feeling and tasting her sweet lips caressing mine in a soft kiss.It wasn’t exactly a kiss, it was just a touch, a tease, a taste of heaven that being with her would bring.“What are you doing to me?” I whispered against her lips.“Loving you,” she said simply.I opened my eyes and looked down at her.She was still wearing her heels, stockings and thong, but the most seductive part of her entire outfit were her eyes.They were full of everything that I wanted to see: love, lust, fire.She put her hands down, and walked over to where her bed was.She laid down, facing me and spreading her legs, knees bent so that the heels of her shoes dug into the mattress.“Viens ici — Come here,” she said in a whisper.“Commment puis-je resister à une invitation aussi tentante — How can I resist such a tempting invitation?”I obeyed and went to the bed, and leaned over her, and said, “You are like a picture that I will never tire of admiring.” I looked down to where the tip of my cock was touching the warm softness of her sex.It wasn’t the first time that we were going to make this skin to skin, but somehow, now it felt so intimate, almost innocent, as if it was going to be our first time together.My pulse was hammering in my neck, in my chest and everywhere my blood ran under my skin.She reached for my face, bringing my lips closer to hers.“Je t`aime,” I breathed into her parted lips.“Love you too,” she said in response, and then kissed me again.I sucked on her tongue, and she moaned loudly into my mouth, raising her hips just enough to feel my tip sliding inside her.But it wasn’t the way I wanted it to be, I wanted to feel her all around me.I reached between our chests, which were pressed together, and ran my hand down to her clit and circled it, her hips responded with a slow rocking motion, back and forth.I growled, nipping at her neck [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]