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.‘You said he was a sensitive person.’‘Oh, I was just making him up,’ Mulvey laughed, breaking as quickly into jocular good humour as he had into anger.‘You don’t have to take what I say about people so solemnly.People need a great deal of making up.I don’t see how they’d be tolerable otherwise.Everybody does it.You’ll learn that soon enough.’The light seemed to glow in a gentle fullness on the bullet-scarred stone of the College of Surgeons.Stephen’s Green looked full of peace within its green railings.There was a smoky blue in the air that warned of autumn.Claire Mulvey had been silent for several minutes.Her face was beautiful in its tiredness, her thoughts plainly elsewhere.‘We have to be thankful for this good weather while it lasts,’ she said when we reached the bar.‘It’s lovely to see the doors of the bars open so late in the summer.’Halloran was not in the bar.We counted out the money and found we’d enough for one round but not for a second.Mulvey bought the drinks and took them to a table near the door.We could see the whole way across the street to the closed shoeshop.‘Where’s that case?’ Mulvey said in an exasperation of waiting.‘We’ve been lugging it around for so long we might as well see what we’ve been lugging around.’‘What does it matter? He left it with us,’ Claire Mulvey pleaded.‘And he may come at any minute.’The opposition seemed to drive Mulvey on.When the lock held, he lifted the suitcase to his knees and, holding it just below the level of the table, took a nail file from his pocket.‘Don’t open it,’ his wife pleaded.‘He left it locked.It’s like opening someone’s letters.’Suddenly the lock sprung beneath the probing of the small file, and he opened it slowly, keeping one eye on the door.An assortment of women’s underclothes lay in the bottom of the case, all black: a slip, a brassière, panties, long nylon stockings, a pair of red shoes; and beneath, a small Roman missal, its ribbons of white and green and yellow and red hanging from the edges.In Latin and English for every day in the year.I thought he’d make a joke of it, call to have a bucket of water in readiness when Halloran appeared with the boy.‘This is just too much,’ he said, and closed the suitcase, probing again with the nail file till the catch locked.‘It wasn’t right to open it,’ Claire Mulvey said.‘Of course it was right.Now we know what we’re really dealing with.Plain, dull, unimaginative perversity.Imagine the ponce dressing himself up in that gear.It’s too much.’‘It mightn’t be his,’ she protested.‘Of course it’s his.Whose else could it be!’Eamonn Kelly came in.He’d met Halloran and the boy in Baggot Street that morning after Mass.He said that he’d be here at six and had given him money to buy us drinks till he came.We all asked for pints.I went to help Eamonn Kelly bring the drinks from the counter.‘Did you get home all right last night?’ I asked as we waited on the pulling of the pints.‘Would I be here if I hadn’t?’ he retorted.I didn’t answer.I brought the drinks back to the table.‘Well, at least this is a move in the right direction,’ Mulvey said as he raised his glass to his lips.I felt leaden with tiredness, the actual bar close to the enamelled memories of the morning.Everything around me looked like that dishevelled lilac bush, those milk bottles, granite steps …The state was so close to dreaming that I stared in disbelief when I saw the first thistledown, its thin, pale parachute drifting so slowly across the open doorway that it seemed to move more in water than in air.A second came soon after the first had crossed out of sight, moving in the same unhurried way.A third.A fourth.There were three of the delicate parachutes moving together, at the same dreamlike pace across the doorway.‘Do you see the thistles?’ I said.‘It’s strange to see them in the middle of Grafton Street.’‘There are backyards and dumps around Grafton Street too.You only see the fronts,’ Mulvey said.‘Yes.There’s plenty of dumps.’Several more arrived and passed on in the same slow dream.There was always one or several in the doorway.When at last there were none it seemed strange, but then one would appear when they seemed quite stopped, move slowly across, but the intervals were lengthening.‘They seem to be coming from the direction of Duke Street,’ Claire Mulvey said.‘There are no gardens or dumps that I can think of there.’‘You think that because you can’t see any.There are dumps and yards and gardens, and everything bloody people do, but they’re at the back.’‘They may have come from even farther away,’ I said.‘I wonder how far they can travel.’‘It’d be easy to look it up,’ Mulvey said.‘That’s what books are for.’‘They can’t come on many easy seed-beds in the environs of Grafton Street.’‘There’s a dump near Mercer’s.And there’s another in Castle Street.’ Mulvey started to laugh at some private joke.‘And nature will have provided her usual hundredfold overkill.For the hundred that fall on stone or pavement one will find its dump and grow up into a proud thistle and produce thousands of fresh new thistledowns.’‘Hazlitt,’ Eamonn Kelly ventured.‘Hazlitt’s far too refined,’ Mulvey said.‘Just old boring rural Ireland strikes again.Even its principal city has one foot in a manure heap.’ The discussion had put Mulvey in extraordinary good humour.Halloran and the boy appeared.Halloran was larger than I remembered, bald, wearing a dishevelled pinstripe suit, sweating profusely.He started to explain something in a very agitated manner even before he got to our table.The boy followed behind like a small dog, his black hair cropped very close to his skull, quiet and looking around, seemingly unafraid.As he came towards the table, a single thistledown appeared, and seemed to hang for a still moment beyond his shoulder in the doorway.A hand reached out, the small fresh hand of a girl or boy, but before it had time to close, the last pale parachute moved on out of sight as if breathed on by the hand’s own movement.Lightly as they, we must have drifted to the dancehall a summer ago.The late daylight had shone through the glass dome above the dancefloor, strong as the light of the ballroom, the red and blue lights that started to sweep the floor as soon as the waltz began.She’d been standing with a large blonde girl on the edge of the dancefloor.I could not take my eyes from her black hair, the pale curve of her throat.A man crossed to the pair of girls: it was the blonde girl he asked to dance.I followed him across the ballroom and, as soon as I touched her elbow, she turned and came with me on to the floor.‘Do you like waltzes?’ were the first words she spoke as we began to dance.She did not speak again [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]